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Rainy, dark, hopeless, love

We found a love in the hopeless place~

But, I didn’t get a love. I just guess that’ll be math exam today, hardest week ever (in the second week of May), wish me luck all you guys.. Even though there’s some bad things hits me, I still feel blessed and grateful. Try to be more mature. Go to the next step. Prepare all the problems of being young adult.

Mengejar cinta itu seperti nunggu Mobil di bengkel sambil di kejar-kejar waktu untuk nonton Langit Biru

it wasn’t a tattoo

it just a marker, NOT a permanent marker! and that wasn’t a tattoo cuz’ we can erase it even with our slabber. you annoyed me! uhhhhhh. uncool. that was a lil’ mischievous thing. is that any problems? I’m not making a tattoo nor i don’t like it actually

That was too scary for me

Back at home and feel so alone. Cause two of my cousins weren’t at home, they still in their college.. Like what I’ve said.. Now, I live with my cousins. When was around 8pm I went to the first floor in the house. And…. Omagosh!! It was so dark even though I brought my cellphone, it USELESS!! So I just creepin’ on the stairs and fuse and finally the kitchen light was on! I was so happy, I’m not scary at all.. But…. My living room still dark, and I tried to turn the lights on! And I run as fast as I can go back to my bedroom, I don’t even want to go downstairs… Unluckily, I forgot to lock the door! (how stupid I am) and times goes on… It was around 9pm.. And I tried to go downstairs and finally I locked the door though I’ve to fight with my scarier and rats (ewww disgusting) so I go upstairs and tried to sleep I have a nightmare!!! I just met a ghost! It looks like kuntilanak maybe… And I just so paranoid and still scary to go downstairs to take a bath before I go to school, but luckily my cousin has come.. Thanks god!

Okay, that was a miracle

That awesome moment if you had too many exams these days and something interrupted ‘em, it’ll be great! As my day, now… I’ve 3 exams in the same day, actually it should be 4 but the teacher hasn’t come! Yippie!!!

Omagosh

DAFUQ!! There’s too many test for Tuesday, March 20! Civic, Accounting, Geography, Math!! In the same time?! I mean in the same day… OMG.. I gotta be stuDYING now! Why they can’t solve their own problems?

is there someone in my life who i can trust?

around 10.20pm

*send a picture from bbm*

‘dad! is she beautiful?’

*my dad replied*

‘she’s ****’s girlfriend’ (fyi **** is my crush, so sometimes i always stalkin’ on him or his girlfreind)

*OH MY GOSH why the heck is my father knows that?*

‘which one the prettier? me or his girlfriend’

*my dad said….*

‘same’

around 10.30pm

got a short message from my mom

‘why you always sending your dad a bbm? don’t disturb him. he’s too tired cause of he attend a training’

and i replied

‘okay’

and my mom still continuing send me a short message

‘do not care to other people’s girlfriend, just focus on your prominence’

and i said..

‘hahaha yes mom, it was just joking’

‘is aunt vivi in Jogja? oya! don’t forget about the novel’ *distract on conversation*

my mom replied

‘don’t be a fanatic’s fan!’

my heart’s speaking

*WTF, mom!*

but in reality i just said ‘yes, mom’

my parents says i have to share my story to them, and don’t believe in other person or maybe some friends. BUT actually if i shared something and they’re angry or mad at us, it feels like i shouldn’t tell them everything (maybe just a positive things like got 100 in physic or mathematics test or something like that)

and for my dad, do you know snitch mean?

Love that pict ❤
My baby was born!!

Not a real baby I meant, my new mobile revolution! Guess what?! My mom’s bought me an iPhone 4S yaaaayy! Finally, one by one 16 wishes of mine starts to comes true! At least I’m happy if it just an iPhone. But I hope, I’ll get any lucks like go to Europe this year and get my own car, or prolly get some scholarships to go abroad XD amen! Okay…. Back to my obsessed too (get a handsome perfect westerner as my Boyf) hahaha no kidding but maybe someday :p hahaha

it’s all about short

they still yelling at me, cause i speak ‘short’ in the right way, i mean, westerner accent. idk why i spoke like that, and is that wrong? i thought you guys have to realize that was a kind of learning english.. anyway idk how to speak ‘short’ in your way..

bertahan hidup :’)

sebagai anak semata wayang, yang di titipkan oleh orangtua nya pada sang tante untuk bersekolah di daerah yang lebih maju, jadi ceritanya gue ini urbanisasi gitu ya? bagi yang gak tau apa itu urbanisasi, urbanisasi adalah turunan ningrat perpindahan penduduk dari desa ke kota. kenapa? iya gue emang orang cantik desa! mau tau ga desa mana? di desak agar menerima cintamu…. *krik

oh ya btw, ga kerasa udah hampir 2 tahun gue ada di kota, gue yang hidup bareng 2 sepupu dan 1 tante ini lagi bingung, karena si tante sedang berkelana ke negeri susu sapi kangguru, yang letaknya tuh di bagian bawah indonesia. gatau? tanya guru geografi lo aja deh.

yep, kalau udah selesai nanya pasti jawabannya bukan Australia. tapi yang gue maksud emang Australia. dan di rumah,gue bersama 2 sepupu ku yang berkuliah dan gagap oleh perkembangan teknologi berumah tangga (re : masak, beberes, ngegosip bareng tetangga) ini udah paling ripuh.

malam pertama

setting waktunya ceritanya ini hari minggu, yep mama-papa ku datang berkunjung jadi setidaknya masih ada yang mengurusku.

hari pertama

yah, oke lah masih sok sok an mandiri, stok makanan masih banyak, segalanya masih terlihat rapi.

minggu pertama

stok makanan berkurang, sedikit tahan lapar sekalian diet.

bulan hampir pertama

jaditulangbelulang.

tinggal berjuang untuk satu bulan kedepan dan hidupku tenang lagi di alam mimpi.

salam,

Taylor swift